Dad, It's Back

Hi Pop,

I wrote this poem back in August when I was going through the interview process for University of Georgia's VP of Fundraising position and due to recent new obstacles I have encountered it has continued to play over and over in my mind, the poem that is. So I thought I would repost it. Thanks for all of your love and support through this time.
Love you,
Mel

"SCARED OF WHAT"

Being alone
Making mistakes
Running away
Staying
Losing out
Losing me
Hiding
Being sick
Lying to myself
Missing life
Missing me
Not knowing who I am
Or what I want
Wanting what I think I need
Not caring about what I have
Alone always
Confused a lot
Scared often
So thats WHAT, ok?