Question: Thank you for the opportunity to ask a question that's been lingering in my mind.
I am interested in the Sufi Path, made aware to me by the books of Idries Shah. One difficulty, I am having with the path is the idea of the Beloved-something, or some entity that is out there that loves us, or wishes to be loved by us. I guess the concept seems so foreign to me (I am agnostic) I find it difficult to accept. I believe in the idea of loving others, of people, and even existence. I believe love is a powerful force.
But the idea of the 'Beloved'- or a conscious creator, for that matter-remains quite alien to me. I'm not against the idea; I just feel I have never experienced it to feel it is real.
And thus I wonder if learning Sufism is closed to someone like me? I feel there is so much value to the teachings, but that I cannot pursue them sincerely because my lack of belief. Thank you. S.
Answer: Hi S.
The Sufi Path has been called many things; in relation to our discussion: the Path of the Heart. Now, what exactly does this mean? In the main, that is for the spiritual traveler to figure out and experience. The lover, i.e., spiritual travelers, do not say, I believe there is a God (Light, Life Force, Supra-Normal Energy), they say, I know there is a God/Beloved because I have experienced this. Keep in mind, the Suf Path is advanced spiritual learning . . .
In this journey, mind asks the question (you mean there is a Beloved that loves me?) that only the heart (organ of perception/spiritual nature) can answer. This question is answered through direct spiritual experience and contact; this is the point of the question; and the point at which you are now; asking the question.
You are confused and worried, and are not able to go further because you are seeking the answer in a form (every day consciousness- something my mind can figure out and understand), that can only be answered by another part of your consciousness (spiritual nature, perception or intuition).
In this discussion words are approximations, and our desires/wanting while useful in the sense they push us forward to inquire and find an answer, must be pushed aside, for a time, so another part of our consciousness may step forward and operate. On questions such as this, inquiring with the rational mind, after a point, blocks the other levels of consciousness from operating.
The term Beloved is a traditional usage and in my own training we substituted the term the Light; we were shown this energy and how to perceive it. It is already inside of us and once we experience this primal energy, through the intervention of the Master, who directed the Light (extra amounts) upon our hearts, we knew the object of the journey and that we were loved and because we were loved our primal energy was love. This was experienced- not thought out; the traveler talks about gaining a glimpse (an aspect) of the Beloved.
Obviously, we are talking about spiritual experience; early on, most of us have had foretastes of this sort of experience. A sense of knowing about sopmething and it occurs, or an experience of connectedness to every living thing, or looking at a sunset and realizing/knowing there is something that is Giving Form to all of this.
Now, I will ask you a question: Have you ever been in love? How did you know you were in love? Was it something you believed or thought out? In part, there was some thinking it out, however the real knowing was different; it was an energy, experience, connectedness that went beyond words. Also, there are different forms of love; the love of a mother for a baby; the lover for his/her beloved; a grandparent for their grand child. While all is different, each is connected on an inner level to something grander. That is what the traveler seeks; the Source of all of this; which the mystics tell is is a Loving/Knowing Energy that is our Souce.
Now, how do you get past the point at which you are locked? Ultimately, that is between you and the Unseen Forces; because in this journey- you are both question and answer.
However, if I might, here are 2 suggestions. First, put aside your interest/desire in having spiritual experience or finding out the answer to your question; presently, this desire is blocking you. Second, ask the Light to lead you forward and provide the learning that is required to help make you a better servant; serving both your higher destiny and the higher destiny of the universe. Do this twice a day; morning and evening for 30 days and see what happens. This asking or prayer serves as a receiver pulling toward you, what is required.
A simple offering (for 30 seconds) such as: O Life Giving Energy (O Lord, O Earth Mother), help me in my journey through this world so I might understand, serve, and become One with the higher destiny. Help me to surrender to Your Will, and the evolving higher destiny of the Universe. Help me to understand and experience who I am so I might better serve. Thy will be done.
In the evening, you might want to shower and say this before going to sleep. In the morning, just before you start your day. Keep it simple; don't overdo this. You may repeat your prayer, throughout the day, as the spirit moves you. However don't over do it. Try it; see what happens. Perhaps, you might receive that which you seek?
I hope I have answered answered your question; if not, feel free to contact me. Try this approach; what do you have to loose? This approach is a very, very, old one. SB
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